Good question!

Are we really Christian? I read stories of many people who gave their lives to Christ and had such a miraculous transformation! Then sometimes I feel I'm close to the Lord and other times I feel like He hadn't become real to me.......I love Him soooo much! I reallly do love Him.....and I want Him to be real for me...because I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that He is real and powerful and amazing........sometimes I read how some people can spend hours praying but then others not......He is amazing and powerful and real! I have no doubt! Did He really become real to you? I love Him sooo much! I just want His love to be strong in my life.....I don't wanna pray and then continue living my life the way I live it....and just go back to same old habits and stuff. I want to be transformed by the renewing of my mind. Like Joyce Meyer said your mind is really a battlefield! I love the Lord with all my heart but sometimes I wonder if I'm being fake or real? Do we really love the Lord and have that love as Corinthians 13 talks about?