Anatomy T-T

I'm now sitting in the computer lab next to Anita my gangstaaa buddy :D anyway, I'm supposed to write this research paper thing for anatomy and I don't really feel like it! Anyway, focusing on happier things last night was a lot of fun!!! Went to Steven and Barbara's house for thanksgiving dinner and got to play Plants vs. Zombies with Sarah-Jayne, the cutest 4 year old in the world! *sighs* here I come anatomy research paper T-T

Going running with Julz

I'm going on a running date with my sweet friend Julie

Hee

I just watched Letters to Juliet for the 100th time! I think it's a sweet movie :D

Sure that probably never happens in real life but there's nothing wrong with daydreaming a little.

---People of Irony---

Why do people say they don't want
hardships but actually they look for
drama everywhere they go?!

It boggles my mind sometimes
I love to use that phrase.
People say they don't want to get
hurt when they actually go out
and look for it. I'm not perfect
and I still do alot of mistakes
but it is very silly for me to go
and look for trouble or danger or
drama. Why do we do these things?
Why do we want trouble when it's
unnecessary? Why do we want to
get hurt when actually hurt is our
biggest fear? Why do we yearn
for rejection when we try to run
from it? We are a people of irony!
Why are we so afriad to show who
we really are? Because of what people
might think? It's their opinion, and
opinion isn't necessarily the truth.
We humans are amazing, complex,
and complicated!

Who?

Whose shoulder is this?

It's warm and tear-stained

It's firm and comforting

It's strong like a soldier's

But gentle like a father's

Whose shoulder is this?

Whose voice is this?

It's soft and peaceful

It's authoritative but humble

It's strict but encouraging

This that speaks of immense forgiveness

Whose voice is this?

Whose heart-beat is this?

It was one that was silent for awhile

It was one that beat again

It was one that broke away the bondage

And it's still beating, beating, beating

Whose heart-beat is this?

Who is this man I see?

He is a man of majesty

He is a man of humility

His hands and feet, they speak, of the scars

His back is marked with lashes

Because of love which led to sacrifice

For you and for me

Who is this man I see?

True Believers

Some people say that the gifts of the Holy Spirit and the power of the Lord working in and through His people is not for today any more. I think that is nonsense because the world is going from bad to worse. That is why we do need the gifts of the Holy Spirit and the power and the love of the Lord working in and through us to reach out and be His light in this world to the people out there! It should be even now, even in the last days, even everyday in the life of a true believer.

There is no such scripture in the Bible that states that the gifts of the Holy Spirit and the power of the Lord working through His people was only to establish the church. Yes, there is this scripture about prophecies will fail, tongues will cease, knowlegde will vanish away, but if you look at that scripture carefully it says love never fails but whether there are prophecies they will fail, whether there are tongues they will cease, and whether there is knowledge it will vanish away. So we see love never fails, if we have the true love, Agape, God kind of love, the power of God will be upon our lives, and signs and wonders will follow us wherever we go. So we see that prophecies and all thoses things can fail because God uses a human instrument to bring over what He wants to say. Human instruments aren't always 100% correct but Agape love, the God kind of love, never fails because it is perfect!

My Bible clearly tells me that Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever! He never changes...what He did or said 2000 years ago can still be done today through our lives!

Good question!

Are we really Christian? I read stories of many people who gave their lives to Christ and had such a miraculous transformation! Then sometimes I feel I'm close to the Lord and other times I feel like He hadn't become real to me.......I love Him soooo much! I reallly do love Him.....and I want Him to be real for me...because I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that He is real and powerful and amazing........sometimes I read how some people can spend hours praying but then others not......He is amazing and powerful and real! I have no doubt! Did He really become real to you? I love Him sooo much! I just want His love to be strong in my life.....I don't wanna pray and then continue living my life the way I live it....and just go back to same old habits and stuff. I want to be transformed by the renewing of my mind. Like Joyce Meyer said your mind is really a battlefield! I love the Lord with all my heart but sometimes I wonder if I'm being fake or real? Do we really love the Lord and have that love as Corinthians 13 talks about?

Me and my mom just came back from Batam and it was very fun! We had delicious food and stayed at the nicest peoples house...who have the cutest baby boy! It was soooo fun......we had a chance to really become good friends with these wonderful Indonesian people!

My dearest Shannon!

This is a story about a very beautiful and special baby who is now 3 years old and very dear to my heart!

Her name is Shannon....she was born normal like any other baby...then six days later she got sick and the doctor didn't give her the wrong medication and then she got cerebal palsy....and they said she is deaf and won't be able to walk. She was born in Indonesia. Because of her...most of her family gave their lives to the Lord. They say she can't get better....but ever since me and my family have been with her...we are just seeing improvements...getting stronger and better by the day....and woa she is very tall for her age ^^

Anyway, she is indeed a miracle and I know that the Lord will completely and totally heal her! I believe it with my whole heart! She is absolutely beautiful and everytime i hold her I can feel peace flowing from her and she is just soooo sweet. I love her soooo much and I would ask that you all please pray for her as well. That soon I believe she'll be able to go to a normal school. And testify of the miraculous work of the Lord in her life!

I love to be young and just enjoy everything the Lord has given me=)

Heyyyyyy everybody! Well, today a pastor prophesied to me that the Lord wants me to enjoy my young life and that the Lord will first soak me in His love and then He will give me the wisdom....and that's such a confirmation because the Lord has told me before that He will give me His love and that it will flow through me touching others....i don't wanna be proud but i'm excited coz it's like a confirmation!!! He is soooo awesome...one other thing the pastor said was that I will fall more in love with the Lord! And i really really want that! I don't wanna be lukewarm or lose my first love for Him! Sometimes it feels like it! But then i remind myself that I must rejoice and be happy! Because His joy will be my strength! I love You soooooooooooooooo much my sweet Lord....the Lover of my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!